Ostriches hide their head in the ground. I want to be an ostrich.
So much to do, so much to worry about, endless emails to check and reply, endless visits to go, endless meetings to go...
ARGH.. i can't keep up.. i definitely not a rat in this race... i don't really fit in this race
But i want more money, not for myself , not for bigger house or car, i want more money to be able to help others.
My job is not going too well.. i have just given up. I am going to have my appraisal tomorrow, i am not interested and i don't care and i don't want to care! Forget about job promotions or be a nicer friend to my boss. I just can't do it .
i want to hide