Thomas reminded me that everyday is a miracle, if only we have the eyes to see, it means seeing each day as a gift, so starting from yesterday, i tried to see everyday being different, eventhough i might work with the same people at the same place. Who knows? My god is full of surprises and a great sense of humour.
Yesterday was different to begin with, i went into the operating theatre with a plastic surgeon and observed few operations. Breast reconstruction, breast reduction and inner thigh excision. Boy, that was an eye opener. Looked like a butcher... except it's human anatomy i was seeing before my eyes.
Albert was with me, i told him, i can't understand why men are so obsessed about breast, with all these pornography going on, if only they can see what was before me, human body without the skin, just plain organ. For the first time in my life, i saw what fat was like underneath our skin, yellow in colour, like chicken fat. I told albert i would never eat anything that is greasy anymore. I hope it stick in my mind after seeing real fat in the operating theatre.
It was a good experience. Spent the rest of the afternoon in a christian bookstore, bought books for my friends on courtship.