who am i

Your Birthdate: December 23

With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility. Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion.

life and pleasure

called kia meng today. Had an inkling that he suffers internal turmoil, like me. I don't know what is the trigger.. i am just lost.. what is life? is life about pleasure? If that is life, i haven't tasted life yet. Is life about sufferings? If that is the case, i have tasted life yet. Everyday is the same to me, day and night, sunrise and sunset... where am i heading? what am i doing here?

mc reunion

Received e-mail from mckl96 for a 10year reunion. Triggered some unhappy thoughts, esp when i looked at those photos. I wasn't in most of them, have always wondered where was i at that time, felt like i have wasted my bonding times with my ex-school mates. Don't feel good deep within. Feel like i am an outcast. Who are my friends?

office job vs pharmacist

I have been sitting in front of this computer and on this chair for the past five days, and that is only the beginning of my job. I don't like being tied to the chair as i get bored easily. What's my future like? no idea. I just dont like the idea of being stucked int he same floor the whole time. Hopefully it will be better when i start visiting gp practices. Hmmn.. ............................ that's how i feel. I miss the joking and fun in dispensary.. of course i am not looking back at egypt.


I have been watching a lot of "Dae Chang Gum" .. i love that series.. i am quite down because it feels like a big part of my life is gone when it's finished... i miss it... the drama reflects a lot of reality..a mosaic of evil and good the very world that i am living in. I am deep in toughts.........