It all started from yesterday vocal lesson. Emma has a great voice, and I felt small, as usual. I just didn�t feel good and I knew I needed to pray. God has been good to me, he knows what I need. I met lisa and Prasik in the tube, Lisa affirmed me that the song suits me perfectly, and they can�t tell whether it�s my voice or beverly craven�s. I was comforted. Voice is a gift from God, you can go for plastic surgery for your face or body, and slimming for your size, but you can�t change your voice, the only exception is transexual operation. I just have to give thanks for a voice and praise the lord with the voice that He has given me.
I often fall into the trap of self-pitiness esp in london. I walked home after lesson and it was dark and quiet. Thank God Li ping called and she chat with me till I reach tube st.
I am unhappy this morning because Albert didn�t call me last night, I called him and he was sleeping, unhappy because my stomach is giving me problem� and I am very disturbed and sad by it� mainly its my stomach.. I had all three omeprazole, domperidone and mebeverine. Outcome: no improvement.. I am sick of this stomach.. but looks like I gotta live with it.