A lot has happened since i last blogged. I decided not to pursue my desire in becoming a doctor, due to endless on-calls. I hate on-calls. I am always grumpy on the phone when i am on-call.. i get frustrated when i have to bear the consequences just because others have not done their job properly. In the end, patients don't get their medication.
i don't like pharmacy, i am going through the motion because it pays my bills. i want to do something else but do not know what or where to go.
well, that's job... maybe i should stop thinking about my career and prepare myself to be a mum and housewife.... am i weak?