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Wednesday, 16 November 2011
Dad's condition
It's been a week since i flew in from London to KL. When i arrived KL last Thursday, dad came out of ICU. He also dreamt of heaven and was very glad the next day when he told us about his dream. He had big appetite, loved his food. I was glad to see the improvement.
Isaac fell ill and had fever when he was in hospital. Friday, saturday and Sunday was spent being home taking care of feverish Isaac, with continuos cough and cold. Both of us did not visit dad because we were afraid of spreading the virus to dad.
I was too naive , believing that dad is going to improve and get back to his normal self, who can cycled and cooked.
Last two days i spend the night crying whenever i think of dad. Natural body decay mechanism has kicked in and it saddened me very much. Dad is very weak, he can't sit up from the bed on his own. I can't accept it. It happened all too quickly.
Now, i have to prepare the home for dad to come back, to look for nurse, to loan a hospital bed so dad can be comfortable and spend as much time with him as possible. But, i also have to worry and settle Isaac. I can't do much with him around me.
Sometime i have too much to think and do that i don't know where to begin. Mum has also fallen ill. I had sore throat now as well.. but i told myself that i can't fall ill.
Tuesday, 18 October 2011
Thursday, 13 October 2011
Isaac first full day in nursery
Significant day today! Isaac officially starts his first full day in nursery from 830 to 600 pm.
How do I feel? Relieved ! He likes it there lots of things to do compared to our home. Also gives him a different environment and he can have his own circle now just add one more dimension to his life.
Monday, 26 September 2011
Nursery search
probably shopping is a better word. Been shopping on average one nursery per week.
. Sorry Isaac, i still haven't found one that i like , one that i am happy to put you in for 2 days a week. Come to think of it, i really don't have the heart to put you in a nursery Monday to Friday, 9 to 5 pm. I feel that i have so little time left for you.
Been to a montessori this morning. It felt like an education factory. Children were not happy, not smiley at all. They were very much suppressed in to "order and independence". "Here, we encourage the children to be independent..... " , "by the time they leave this place at the age of 4 , they will know digit 10 to 100, and multiplication, says the manager, introducing their factory.
So what? knowledge acquisition is not difficult for children, since their brain can absorb anything and everything.
What is important is i want children to be children. Not sitting in a classroom like students, telling teacher that today is "Monday" etc... who cares what day is today? I am a child, please treat me like one.
Very sad...
Sorry Isaac... this is definitely not the place that i want you to be, although this school definitely scores very high on the national OFSTED report.
Who cares?
i want my child to be happy and have childhood.
. Sorry Isaac, i still haven't found one that i like , one that i am happy to put you in for 2 days a week. Come to think of it, i really don't have the heart to put you in a nursery Monday to Friday, 9 to 5 pm. I feel that i have so little time left for you.
Been to a montessori this morning. It felt like an education factory. Children were not happy, not smiley at all. They were very much suppressed in to "order and independence". "Here, we encourage the children to be independent..... " , "by the time they leave this place at the age of 4 , they will know digit 10 to 100, and multiplication, says the manager, introducing their factory.
So what? knowledge acquisition is not difficult for children, since their brain can absorb anything and everything.
What is important is i want children to be children. Not sitting in a classroom like students, telling teacher that today is "Monday" etc... who cares what day is today? I am a child, please treat me like one.
Very sad...
Sorry Isaac... this is definitely not the place that i want you to be, although this school definitely scores very high on the national OFSTED report.
Who cares?
i want my child to be happy and have childhood.
Wednesday, 14 September 2011
August Update
I have been visiting nurseries for Isaac but haven't found one that i
like. You know about women instinct, i can analyse lots with my brain
but something in my heart just doesn't feel right. isaac is a good
company now that he is learning to speak and amuse himself and me in
his own way. We are planning to go to HK/Malaysia in December and
January. Searching for cheap deals now.
We just moved to this house in August. This house is like canaan land,
two fruitful apple trees, one pear tree, some blackberries. We have
been picking lots of apple, making apple jam, making apple cake. The
garden is lovely. Picking apple tree is an activity for isaac and me.
When friends come over, we just picked from the tree and served the
apple. Such a luxury isn't it?
In front of our house, there is this huge park and playground. So
everyday, i bring Isaac to exhaust his energy. I made lots of friends
in the playground, talking to mum and making friends. My PR skills
have definitely improved since becoming a mother :P Also thank God
that i found a bible study group in a local church with creche. The
first week was not so good as isaac screamed and cried for me. So he
was with me but i completed the bible study on discipline.
We are also in the midst of writing letters and dispute the £600
claim from our previous landlord. We touched up the wall, out of good
intention la, same paint but different texture. Not obvious to naked
eye, but landlord fussy. So we are disputing.
Been very busy and fulfilled. Happy days !
like. You know about women instinct, i can analyse lots with my brain
but something in my heart just doesn't feel right. isaac is a good
company now that he is learning to speak and amuse himself and me in
his own way. We are planning to go to HK/Malaysia in December and
January. Searching for cheap deals now.
We just moved to this house in August. This house is like canaan land,
two fruitful apple trees, one pear tree, some blackberries. We have
been picking lots of apple, making apple jam, making apple cake. The
garden is lovely. Picking apple tree is an activity for isaac and me.
When friends come over, we just picked from the tree and served the
apple. Such a luxury isn't it?
In front of our house, there is this huge park and playground. So
everyday, i bring Isaac to exhaust his energy. I made lots of friends
in the playground, talking to mum and making friends. My PR skills
have definitely improved since becoming a mother :P Also thank God
that i found a bible study group in a local church with creche. The
first week was not so good as isaac screamed and cried for me. So he
was with me but i completed the bible study on discipline.
We are also in the midst of writing letters and dispute the £600
claim from our previous landlord. We touched up the wall, out of good
intention la, same paint but different texture. Not obvious to naked
eye, but landlord fussy. So we are disputing.
Thursday, 8 September 2011
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